Monday, August 22, 2022

Day 3 : Hectic

 Today is raining like cat and dog. So the traffic jam was so bad. I ask my mom to pick up my son as i am gonna be too late. As i got home, i cook aglio olio pasta for my son and buttermilk chicken for us. It is already hectic, and i still have a lot things to do. 

but i am just cant do anything anymore. I just need some rest.

sokay. Dont give up. You can do this!!

xoxo 

chaeyunx 💋






Day 2 : Groceries Day

 Hi. Late post but who cares 😂

Today is a groceries day. My husband went to the Football Match while i am catching up with kdrama Extraordinary Attorney Woo Young Woo 😄 (read : while do house chores)

Thats what we call "Me time"

As a couple, we don't need to be clingy all the time. The most important is the Quality Time we spend together. When we have time for each other, embrace it well ❣️

After that we go groceries shopping and eco haul!! Its also therapeutic 🥰 who doesn't love shopping right? 

I have so much changes to do. Wish me luck 🙏


xoxo

Chaeyunx 💋



Saturday, August 20, 2022

Day 1: Slowly but surely

 Bismillah.

Hi there. Its been a while. 😀

I got a lot of things to say. Its been a long time not journaling. I hope i can start journaling again starting today. The reason is because i decided to be a Writer. So this is my first step. Journaling. 

I decided that when i am retired, i want to be a full time trader and full time writer. I want to do that. 

FYI, i got accepted to be a home tutor for my part time job. I m quite nervous since i dont have experience in teaching or become home tutor. Hopefully everything is going to be okay. Wish me luck!!

Sometimes i felt bad when i cant make sure everything in their right place or cant manage things properly. But i know, i just need to keep going and stay strong ❤️

I want to change my system, but its not gonna be easy. I hope i can BE BETTER ☺️

SLOWLY BUT SURELY.


xoxo 💋

Chaeyunx



Friday, March 25, 2022

Lets get started

 Hello there. I am going to start journaling from today.

Today i got iv from Suzukacoat for chemist post. Zoom online interview. The thing is, i cant even hear what she is talking about. I just can see her mumbling. 😕


and it was really short iv. I dont think they interested in me....

Sokay.. the workplace also abit far from my home. 1hour journey okay. 


Please stay focus. Do fix your system. Please pray for me okay?

xoxo

chaeyunx

Wednesday, January 19, 2022

Picky eater

 Harini pergi renew lesen dekat tesco setia alam. Mudah dan cepat jugak p[roses dia..just bagi ic n lesen. bayar ikut berapa tahun kita nak renew. buat 3 tahun total rm92.50.. 2.50 tu charge dia. setahun rm30.

today i wanna talk about my son. seriously dia susah betul nak makan. Macam-macam try resipi baru nak tengok mana dia suka tapi penat je masak dia taknak makan pun. Kadang-kadang tu rasa frust betul. Tadi sampai nangis2 la xnak makan. i lost my limit tadi, i try to stay calm but i am too frustrated.

Harini masak bihun goreng untuk dia. lepastu try la bagi dia makan sendiri biar dia main je sepah-sepah bihun tu. Ada jugak la dia masuk mulut rasa. Dia takut sangat nak rasa bende baru.

Bila dah rasa sendiri tu, masa makan malam baru dia okay nak makan. sebab dia dah tau rasa dia macammana. Selalunya kalau time nak makan tu dia akan intai dulu makanan tu . macam tgh hari tadi dia rasa pun xnak. tengok je.


Semoga diberi kesabaran untuk tak paksa atau marah2 dia time makan. aminn

Esok nak ganti puasa harap susu cukup la untuk dia esok. kena bagi dia makan banyak sikit esok.


okay thats all for today. bubyee

Tuesday, January 18, 2022

I miss you, dear self

 Have you ever be so insecure?

I feel so lonely and sucks. When i look at the mirror, i see the worst of me.

This is not the person that i want to be.

 I WANT TO BE LOVED BUT IM ALSO DONT LOVE MYSELF. SO HOW?

Please help me to love myself more.

I need to be better than this. I dont want to seek for anyone's love or attention anymore.

I NEED TO TAKE CARE OF MYSELF FIRST.

Please babe. Harley in me is hiding for too long.

I MISS YOU MY OTHER SELF. PLEASE COMEBACK. I NEED YOU. 💓

Friday, April 27, 2018

reborn

Bismillah.

Hai lama tak tulis sini. Banyak benda nak cerita tapi i make it short jelah.

as you guys know, i lost myself for the past few weeks but im okay now.
Now, i want to reborn as new self which is SHASHA.

I WANT TO BE BETTER ,OH NOT BETTER BUT GREAT!

THE GREAT SHASHA.

untuk capai misi menjadi SHASHA, Saya janji pada diri sendiri untuk paksa diri berubah jadi SHASHA.

Mesti kena ikut ciri-ciri dan personaliti SHASHA yang telah ditetapkan.
what should i change first?

okay i know.
First, be a better muslimah.
Baiki solat dan amalan. be SOLEHAH.

LETS STRIVE FOR THE SUCCESS TOGETHER.
LOVE YOU DEARSELF <3

XOXO
chaeyunk
 
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